After thinking for like 3 hours I finally decided to eat a roll with cheese cream and ham. My dad was all around and it pissed me off, I thought she was watching me doing it so I yelled at him and he yelled back, and I decided to throw the whole stuff to the trushbin and my mom wanted to slap me on the face but I told her I was anxious because I feel fat and I don’t know whether I should eat or not and she said I’m stupid for caring this much about food and weight…I would deserved that slap…